Monday, September 19, 2011

Weekly Collage

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- Having a love affair with Teaopia.
The ice mixed berries with organic honey is amazing.

- Very into pastels this season, have several pink and white lace scarfs (not warm at all but great on a cardigan), a cuddly pink knit scarf and two very beautiful silk tank tops from Aritzia for Fall layering.

- Purchased about $60 worth of Immortality tea. I will drink my self to hormonal balance and rid myself of depression and anxiety.

- I tried Lush's Dream Cream a while ago and it was amazing for moisturizing dry patches on your body during the winter. I enjoy the smell but if you don't like lavender, you may not like it. The cool, pudding-like texture is really fun to rub into your skin. It's $25 for the big bottle but I bought the $5 one to try out.

- My lancome cleanser gave my chin a nasty allergic reaction. However, the rest of my face seems to enjoy it. Will avoid chin next time. Meanwhile, wait for the damn bumps to calm down

- Love Actually really cheers me up on cold days where I feel like the crypt monster

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Sunday Survey: September 18th, 2011

01 Mood: Terrible. My failtastic depression is acting up again. I feel ill and am combatting a slight allergic reaction.

02 Last Movie I saw: Love Actually never fails to cheer me up.

03 What I’m watching: The Ringer, fairly excited for the 2nd episode next week. The pilot was half decent for the CW but the special effects are terrible. The scene where Sarah Michelle Geller is on a boat looked like someone had cut her out of paper and propped it against a background drawn by 9 year olds.

04 Best thing about this weekend: Having a relatively happy saturday before my chronic depression reared its very hideous head.

05 What makeup are you wearing today:

None!

06 What skincare am I using today:

Morning: Cetaphil gentle skin cleanser
Night: Bioderma, Cetaphil, Etival Clarifying toner, Etival Clarifying moisturizer, Mario Badescu drying lotion.

07 What am I wearing today:

Very fetching pink pajama bottoms from La Senza that says "GIRL" on the side of one leg. Just as a reminder that I am a Girl, especially in sparkly print.

08 What am I reading: Nothing. There's fluff and dust in my brain, it probably looks like the inside of a vacuum

09 Current Makeup Lust:
None actually. I only wanted the Dior gloss I talked about last week but I tried it on again this weekend and it was far too glittery and pale.

10 Listening to: Love Actually soundtrack. I love movie soundtracks. Glasgow Love Theme is especially beautiful.

11 Clothing Lust: Will I ever find my perfect pink trenchcoat? This is an ongoing mystery.

12 Haircare Lust: None.

13 Skincare Lust: Origins Clean Energy Cleanse off oil

14 Current obsessions:

To be happy again

15 Aim for this week: Getting my sanity back

Saturday, September 17, 2011

The good, bad and the undecided

The Good

Etival Oil-Free Care cream

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Secret: I hate moisturizers with a passion. Up until a year and a half ago, my skin just never got dry. I used to run every day in sub zero weather in eskimo wear and it just never got dry. When people complained about getting flakey skin during winter, I viewed it as the dermalogical equivalent of Big Foot.

It just did not exist.

Thanks to hormone changes, I am now subjected to combination skin and must moisturize/exfoliate like a crazy mofo or my cheeks will get dry and my blush will look funny. I've spent a good portion of the past year trying to find a good moisturizer.

Trust me, when you've never needed to moisturize for most of your life, the frantic search for a good moisturizer is comparative to finding the shiniest needle in the haystack. Not only is it difficult but it's also subjective.

Biotherm smelled like rotton fruit, Lancome smelled like rancid flowers, Clarins felt like I was putting lard on my face. I could go on.

BUT Etival Oil-Free care cream is extremely light. It smells fresh and lovely, shrinks my pores and gives me a nice glow in the morning. I've used half the jar over the past month and a half so I think I'm pretty safe in giving it a solid A +.

The Bad

Etival Clarifying Cleanser

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DEVIL PRODUCT BE GONE. I don't know why I bought this cleanser, to be honest. I've used Cetaphil's gentle skin cleanser since I was 12. I think a part of me (*playing a tiny violin here*) always wanted a three step system but never found the right one. The aesthetic lover in me always wanted to place a three step system on a beveled glass plate, like some kind of a decorative routine.

I used this about 5 - 10 times and every time, I'm left with dry and splotchy skin. I tried very hard to like it so I attempted to use it again two weeks ago. It got worse and gave me little pink patches on my face. Luckily, I have Wolverine skin so they all went down in an hour but I'm basically never touching this again.

Bright side: It does smell gorgeous.

The Undecided

Revlon's colorburst in Papaya and Etival Clarifying Toner


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Revlon's Colorburst in Papaya

I don't like talking about my general dislike of drugstore cosmetics because I always come off as snotty and high maintenance. I do have a few products I use occasionally but it comes from years of trial and error. I do believe drugstore eye products (Shadows/mascaras/eyeliners) are a great alternative to Mac or Sephora brands but when it comes to lip and cheek products, I haven't liked anything in years. The reason I tend to veer off drugstore is because I find that their colors aren't very good or they fade very fast and have flimsy packaging. The amount of money I've spent breaking drugstore products could have bought me something solid that I can use daily for at least half a year.

Revlon Colorburst in Papaya is a nice coral pink and reminds me of Nar's Love Devotion. Unfortunately, it lasts about 5 minutes on your lips and you have to constantly reapply throughout the day. While I don't really mind reapplying, the formula also has larger sparkle chunks so after 5 reapplications, your mouth looks like an orange glitter ball.

The one good thing about this is that it adds a really nice kick to an existing lip product and it is a really pretty color. Undecided, will keep in my stash to use sporadically.

Etival Clarifying Toner

I don't usually use toners because 97% of my skin doesn't need it. However, my chin can be a scary place if I don't take care of it so I've been using this toner on my chin only. I'm undecided on this product mainly because it turns your skin (or in this case, my chin) very pink for a good 10 minutes BUT on the other hand, it is very good for preventing breakouts and calming any pink spots. So it's like "Oh god, I look horrific" vs "Oh, look it's morning and the pink is gone"

I would put this on the further side of undecided, more towards the Good.

One thing I'm always going to say: Etival clarifying products smells amazing. If they made a perfume, I would buy it.